(Source: , via lose-focus)
from left to right;
I am afraid to hold my boyfriend’s hand.
My friend’s parents sent her away.
I found death threats in my locker.
I submitted to electroshock therapy.
I lost half my friends after coming out.
My grandmother sends me hate mail.
My school won’t let me take my date to prom.
I am not here anymore.
My dad tried to beat it out of me.
No one is proud of me.
This showed up on my blog again. Forever reblog.
The “I am not here anymore.”
Oh my. This hit hard.
"I wanna make you cum." I tell you as I rub on you through your jeans. You hadn’t been in the house more than 10 minutes before I jumped on you.
“Damn babe, did you miss me?” You laugh as my hands reach for your belt. Without saying anything I answer your question by nodding my head with locked eye contact. Unbuttoning your pants and letting them fall to your knees. I tease you through your boxers in a way that screams I’ve been waiting for this all day. I slip my hand through the peephole to find my prize and pull it out. Already semi-hard and growing with each passing second, your special friend makes my eyes bulge and my mouth water. I gently tug on your penis a few good times while staring you in the eye. “Shit babe, it’s like that.” I respond to your question by taking the head of your penis into my mouth. I circle the tip with my tongue, stopping to give a few flicks in that spot that I know drives you wild. You let out a low moan and whisper my name. I lay my tongue flat as your penis rest atop of it and I move back and forth as well as up and down. As my right hand guides you in and out of my mouth my left hand slowly runs the trail between your ball sack. When my grip gets a bit tighter you moan a bit louder. My head rotates opposite of my hand as I also play with your balls. “That shit feels so good,” you tell me in slow hastily breaths. When your hips begin to thrust forcefully into my warm watery mouth, I know your almost there. You grip the nape of my neck and pull it back, while unleashing your hot load all over my eagerly open wide mouth. The heat of your load across my face and hitting the back of throat, makes my pussy wet to the point where I can no longer ignore it and I began to furiously stroke two fingers in and out of her. As the few drops of cum slowly ooze out from your penis, my own cum begins to expel from my twat……
I did not expect to be bombarded the way I was when I walked through the door. But I must say I’m thankful I was. Staring down at the beautiful face of the woman who I called mine servicing me like I was a hoopty on the Southside in desperate need of a lube job, I couldn’t feel more lucky. Giving me the true meaning of jaws of life I was two pumps away from busting a glorious feeling of love all in my girls mouth. Taking it like the true champ that she is, she let me get away with doing something I always see in the videos and what not. I sprayed my love all over her face while she greedily held her mouth open. I looked down and saw she had proceeded to stick two of her fingers inside her lovely place and was riding out a nice orgasm of her own. I couldn’t let my lady go out like that. Besides after that wonderful job she just gave me the second I walked through the door, the least I could do is return the favor. I laid flat on the floor and hoisted her juicy brown round ass that fit her 5’5 frame all 140 pounds of thickness oh so right, directly above my face. I used my hands to part her south mouth lips and dug my tongue in for the ultimate French kiss. I swirled my tongue around in her lapping up all the juices she had created and the newly found stream from our tango of a kiss. Rubbing on her love button while tongue diving in her, had her writhing on my face rocking her hips back and forth riding out another orgasm. I stuck my own two fingers inside and tapped on her gspot, forcing her legs to give out and her to lay forward across my chest. She tried unsuccessfully to raise up from me, but I was sure to hold her down. She screamed out my name as the flow started. It was a slow leak at first only to come out at full force. As she squirmed on top of me, squirting into my mouth just the way I liked, I greedily lapped up every single drop. I tongued her sticky honey pot before setting on my kill. Sucking on clit her body shot up as she screamed aloud. She egged me on with her sex cries of ‘yes, yes’ repeatedly into the open foyer of a living room. I took this as my cue and as I sucked on her clit, my two fingers found their way back to her spot. Sneaking a third in their she began to respond and get wetter and wetter by the second. Grinding on my face she let out another high pitched scream that caught in her throat as she took a deep gasp in. Her legs clenched once more as she began to unleash another beautiful stream of her loveliness all over my face, her sex cries echoing threw the apartment.
With myself. Went and did something last night after telling myself to leave well enough alone.